ok so i just went the whole night without sleeping, brooding simply on my bed in extreme frustration. suddenly there's alot to resent and suddenly i am venting by punching the wall alot and suddenly im mother fucking pissed with the whole thing and all the other stresses and pressures in my life are getting to me too. just because i dont say anything doesnt mean they dont exist, dammit. anyways fuck it la.

shall i rant? i just realised my camera had been in my luggage all along, i thought i left it at home and so left the cables at amanda's place. fucking retarded. heard my blog's getting rather public but actually i only gave the address to precious few friends. since blogs are an excellent opportunity to get to judge ppl i would like to take this opportunity to say : you. can. fuck. off.

what else. okay however unhappy i am right now, if amanda was still in london and you gave me a ticket to go back on the next flight, i will fucking snatch it. singapore is damn retarded. anymore of the idiotic clothes and the retarded conversations and i will just flip.