now i know why i felt something was amiss. hmmm i guess im obsessed with you already. enough to suddenly jolt me from sleep with a belated 'something's wrong'.

So why'd you fill my sorrow
With the words you've borrowed
From the only place that you've known
And why'd ya sing Hallelujah
If it means nothing to ya
Why'd you sing with me at all?

i know this is the first emo post with our song lyrics, maybe this is the first emo post ever since the past 5 weeks, but i do hope things are different for you now. aiya i was also such an old hand last time. i read you like a book, telling me could have at least let me commiserate, and not be awake now belatedly brooding. i miss you. =( hai this irritation now can swing to being pissed so easily. there's a cruel barb of irony in fate that im beginning to fully appreciate.i now realise how the omission i used to practice in the past can be so deceptive it hurts. i love you entirely.