I feel wonderful because I see
The love light in your eyes.
And the wonder of it all
Is that you just don't realize how much I love you.

i developed photos for amanda and clearly she's as besotted with them as i am. when i had nothing to do whileing the time until she came back on the plane, i just sat there and looked through the photos over and over again. chemistry is there, common interests, connecting on every level and of course she's damn beautiful. i dont take anyone seriously when they attempt to offer me any advice on how to conduct my affairs, because i know this relationship is the one of the lifetime and i dont believe these people have experienced what im experiencing. everyday with time i just find more about her to connect on and also to get pissed about, and we just smile away everything in the world in a blissful bubble. mushy meh =(

hmm read flor's blog and when she mentioned that jolyn had moved out and i had gone home, i guess that really hit home with some finality. gannnn pat pat pat.